Boredom

1.03.2009

Why?

Why is it that when I smoke, it's the only time I can figure complicated things out.

By the way everything is very dizzying right now.

Gotta go. Bye!

Things to look forward to...

January 11th: Company Party

January 29th : LA

February 14th: Possible mini vacation

March 13th: HUGE VACATION & turning 21 of course

April 1st: Pull the prank I've been waiting to pull since last April, it involves a car & my mom :) just wait... hahahaha

that's the farthest ahead I've planned.

I'm tired.

Night.

1.02.2009

09'

10,000

work... ugh haha, it was really slow on nye

lots of smoke.

:) my favorite

illegals

12.31.2008

Price Busters

Yes. Another cheese ass back drop but who gives a fuck right? It's New Years

Eve. RELAX. Have fun :). Bought 2 party hats today one for Brandon & one

for my self. I got the pointy one & Brandon has the top hat looking one, however

to my surprise Brandon would like to trade me hats. :( I like my pointy one.

Any way. Work was wack today, what's new. I'm extremely hungry & have to wait

till 7. Ugh. Haven't eaten anything all day. Wait... I take that back I ate a power

bar... shit.

Crazy ass landlord lady that owns our side of the mall invited me to drink Moet

with her at some party tonight. Not thanks. I'll get wasted on my own :) It's

better that way then there are no variables that are able to screw 09 up, you know?

Ok. Well have a safe New Year & I hope everyone has a good night.

Yuck.

Left overs.

Done.

Do you like my Mom's "Melekalikimaka" table cover w. palm trees??? Heh.

NYE is tomorrow. I bought a few party hats for work tomorrow & a bottle

of Korbel. I think were going to use our free Bostons Pizza pass tomorrow

at work.

:) I only work till 2, so expect pictures.

BYE.

12.29.2008

Looking at the City Lights, running on Excederin & weed. Great.

:) super cool giant lights :)

I was a little irritated that we didn't get to ride the horse & carriage.

12.22.2008

Last Night - Strokes

Jordyn, Me, Steph, Risa

Steph took it

Might be blurry, Sara was using my camera practically blind.

Her contacts were bothering her.

Bff-erz. Thanks Brandon.

12.21.2008

Had so much fun last night at our "potluck." I say "potluck," due to the fact that it actually was NOT a potluck. I brought cupcakes & I made cream cheese frosting, yum. Store bought frosting is the worst. Any way there was sushi, poke & somen salad. Brandon overdosed on some poke & I just ate some Inari, Kappa Maki & Chicken Karaage. It was good hanging out with my friends. Always good to reminisce. I have some pictures I'll upload soon. I'm off today & I think we'll be spending the day at home :) sounds good.

12.17.2008

1 more day...

1 more day till I can sleep in till 10, I can do my hair when ever I please, I can chill out. I'm so excited for tomorrow! Tomorrow will be filled with lots of fun.

Going shopping in town tomorrow with Kerrin & maybe some other people. Definitely grabbing dinner at gyukaku, hopefully :). It's my day off so I'm planning on making the most of it. Brandon & I have some christmas shopping to get done, hopefully we'll FINISH tomorrow.

Lately I've been feeling extra irritable. Don't know what it is? Tif said "it's the weather," but maybe it's the moon?

I'm gonna try & talk Brandon into taking me ice skating tonight, we'll see how that goes! WISH ME LUCK :)

Tomorrows my day off, YAY!

I have issues.

12.16.2008

Lame.

Sometimes... I feel like this when I'm at work. I imagine blasting all of our clothes into oblivion so I don't have to come back tomorrow, not because I hate my job, but because I'm too tired to go haha.

I also feel like this on trash day. And I guess every other day.

I'm so tired lately. I can't really even focus. I barely leave the house cause I'd rather just chill out. I gotta wash my hair every night and blow dry it so I have more time to SNOOZE in the mo'nin.

Well. Whatevs. I'm almost off just 2 more days right???

12.15.2008

It'll pass.

All is flux; nothing stays still. - Heraclitus

Sometimes, you feel like nothing is going right, you feel sorta, almost like you saw it coming. But it never really registers until you're alone, by yourself sitting there asking "how the fuck did this happen." No one every really can predict the future, all you can do is hope that you can forget the past & move on. No matter how sad you are, you should never give up on yourself. Things will get easier in time. Everyone knows the world is full of bullshit. But don't forget, after the the bullshit, everything gets a lot prettier & the world will be beautiful again.

Love you.