Wishful Thinkin'

I'm getting one.  & I'm naming it Bijou GARANS.

Peace out.

PS I LOVE YOU LEILA 24.7

Afternoon Walk

I have now decided to go with my mom on her afternoon walks with our dog, which may I add are always classic.  Yesterday my dog proceeded to harass a male dog (my dog is female) while the kids watched... harassed in a sexual manner.  Any way I was hoping to catch them playing together again cause they seemed to get along well but no such luck.  Just an angry, hot mother & a semi-elated puppy.  My mom had a lollipop in her mouth & decided to lure the dog into my pictures with it.  Hah.  

Ugh.

It seems like when I'm having a really good day... something really bad is bound to ruin it.  These pictures are before the day started falling apart.  Trying to upload more but photobucket is being reallllll weirdddd.  Enjoy

^ (picture of diamond head taken by brandon, heh)

New Chair

We bought a new chair today.  In hopes of saving money$$ we headed to walmart, which actually turned out to be way more expensive then... Office Depot!!! Our chair is suede & microfiber? It was on sale too :) which was great.  Spaghetti is for dinner & guess what... I'M OFF TOMORROW! yay, very excited to spend the day lazily :)  

Got boo boo & mom some matching tank tops :) turns out they were both wearing it today...

ENJOY.

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Ya I've decided to:

A. Make an effort to hang out w. my family a little more before I leave 

&

B. Make a very conscious effort to keep my skin nice, because it was getting a little crazy for a while, heh.

P.S. found a bunch of old fucked up pictures of me somewhere & decided to host a bon fire tomorrow evening.  RSVP @ kerosenememories@gmail.com 

kidding...

Deception

All I could think about for almost a week was coming back here & now the only thing I can think of is getting the hell out again.  I've realized my priorities & goals.  I'm ready to expand & grow.  I feel like a goldfish trapped in a small bowl.  I can't wait for something new.  I'll miss this place, but for now I just need out.  

I've been craving weird things as of lately.  Salsa, Caesar Salad & Pasta Bakes, to name a few.  I drove down to the store today & spent $15 on salsa, chips & ground beef.  Ugh, what a waste.  I don't even want salsa anymore.  

I have a million more things to complain about but for now... I'll save it.

El Perro Loco

Translation: "The crazy dog..." hah.  The dog has been keeping me company every morning since I wake up at 6 every morning.  Over it.  I've decided to go on walks with my mom because I've got nothing better to do with my mornings.  Heres some pictures of the crazy dog & my mom.  Enjoy.

Grey Goose Cherries & Good Times

Hilton Hawaiian Village for Brandons friend's birthday party.  Good fun, first time I was completely drunk in a while.  Felt good.  Check it out:

L: Brandee, John, Me, Brandon, Chaz & Kerrin

Miciona+Nicole are eye balls, drunk eye balls

I normally don't put fucked up pictures of me up, but I had to, it's a genuine laugh I feel good looking at it.  

Snakes... I hate snakes!!!

Brandon held a crazy ass snake today it was called baby ball boa. I was gonna hold it but I had to make sure I was in no danger but the guy told me it may bite so I said "hell no." Ill post a picture when I get a chance. Can't wait to see home!!!

Animal Ark

This place is hell, I'm counting the hours until were outta here.  I can't wait to just go home & lay in my own bed.  I wanna see my mom & dad & gramma & dog.  I wanna go back to work & talk with everyone.  I miss my sister.  Too many things are changing... I just wanna go back.

+Hot Air Balloon Festival

Pretty Crazy.  I always wanted to see something like this before I died.  I'm so glad I got to see it.

Fear & Loathing in Nevada

I've been clicking my heels for days & theres no signs of palm trees, sand or my mom & dad.  I just wanna go back home...

Save Our Ship

I'm in Reno, everythings seems so far from here.  Everyones so far from me.  I miss them so much.  I haven't washed my face in about a week.  My eyes are burning out of my skull & I just want a one way ticket back home.  I wanna hug my mom the second I see her & tell her how much i've missed her.  I wanna go home & see my sister there waiting for me to eat tan tan with her.  I wanna see my dog, stupid, stupid dog I don't care if she licks me.  I just wanna see her.